i'm dead la. dead dead dead. D-E-A-D!!! i can't do the 'delayed gratification' thing. though i realise i study a LOT better with music. by music i mean the likes of Fall Out Boy, Avenged Sevenfold etc.
i dunno why this happens. so weird la, please. but i regard music as one of the most important things. EVER. even if i don't listen to music using my mp3 or on the comp, it's like i have an mp3 in my head. like there's almost always a song playing in my head. however this 'mp3' changes with the time of the day or my mood. like yesterday. in the morning before recess Paperthin Hymn by Anberlin was going around in my head. during mt lesson, after recess the song changed to Second Heartbeat by Avenged Sevenfold. then after that it became Face Down by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. then after lunch it became My Heart Is The Worst Kind Of Weapon by Fall Out Boy. the songs don't change according to mood so much these days. somehow i turn totally HYPER when exams roll around. it's like the stress doesn't really get to me. hahhs. i have hereby declared PSLE week as Positive Thinking Week. 'cause if you do so, the stress won't affect you negatively and you can focus better and thus do your work better! *grin*
i also can't wait for all the fun stuff come the end of PSLE. i've got a sleepover party, a movie marathon, a couple class parties, best-friends-outings and the GRAD NIGHT*! so must STUDY HARD and prepare for all these parties and outings!!!
*i HOPE it's fun. i mean, my sister's on the alumni exco and she and a couple others are in charge of the whole GN. she said she'd take me shopping. sounds OMINOUS. -.-
FOR THE FIRST TIME IN GOODNESS-KNOWS-HOW-LONG-MAYBE-EVEN-NEVER I HAVE USED CHANGING COLOURS FOR MY POST!!! anyway gtg sleep now. goodbye, goodnight, goodluck.
decaydancing at
10:10 PM
Friday, September 14, 2007
i went to the fall out boy website and found out that the video for I'm Like A Lawyer With The Way I'm Always Trying To Get You Off (Me and You) is up. it's a really nice, touching video. and the message at the end is also a strong one. fall out boy is the most humanitarian band i've ever known. this video almost made me cry (but then again, my eyes were dry...). the video fits the song somehow. it's the sweetest, most touching, most inspiring video i've ever watched. think of all these kids in the video and know how fortunate you are (getting preachy, but hell) and enjoy.
decaydancing at
10:13 PM
Thursday, September 13, 2007
changed the blog pic! 1st liric from False Pretense by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, on the album Don't You Fake It. 2nd lyric from Dead on Arrival by Fall Out Boy, on the album Take This To Your Grave. 3rd lyric from Clairvoyant Disease by Avenged Sevenfold, on the album Waking The Fallen. 4th lyric from Demolition Lovers by My Chemical Romance, on the album I Brought You My Bullets, You Brought Me Your Love. they're all great songs.
False Pretense has something about betrayal (to me) and it's a nice, catchy song. i like the clapping bit and the guitars. SO NICE! RJA is now one of my top ten fave bands. Dead on Arrival is the first single from Take This To Your Grave. it's such an amazing song. it describes the band's feelings back in those days when they were just starting out. and patrick's vocals shine as always. Clairvoyant Disease is one of the A7X songs i don't really understand, though i think it has lines of regret in it. it's a dark song, but it's amazing, and the solo is great too. Demolition Lovers is a violent song of sorts, with good guitarwork and drumming. and halfway through the song it pauses. then starts up again with a soft guitar tune(i think) and then the other intruments, though drum stands out, beating out this nice beat. then the song picks up its pace with the singing and stuff.
i LOVE all these songs. so keep on rocking and good luck for tomorrow's LC!!!
decaydancing at
9:16 PM
i've got stuff to post. 3 things to say. should be fairly interesting.
so i'm happiest for eng and hmt results. cos eng highest and hmt i improved a lot. so yeahs.
the other thing is weird. I GOT LOCKED OUT OF MY HOUSE TODAY. sort of. so i missed the schoolbus and so i went home on public bus. then when i reached the door, i rang doorbell and banged the door for like 5 mins. then i realised i was locked out. i don't bring keys with me la... then i tried again, which was obviously a futile attempt. lol. 5 mins later my aunty (maid) came home. lol. IT WAS SO HOT OUTSIDE LA. then my bags super heavy!!!
next, i changed the featured song. now it's Thriller by Fall Out Boy. super nice song. take a listen! i can lend my cd if you wanna. after psle only. ;)
decaydancing at
7:25 PM
Thursday, September 06, 2007
ok, so there's something... important that i need to tell all of you just so that i don't get too many awkward questions.
so the thing is, i'm wearing a spinal brace due to this spine problem that i have. so when i sit or stand or whatever, my back will be incredibly straight. and i'll look weird, of course. it itches like hell, and i can't scratch wherever it itches. lol. and it's a bit heavyish and it's also very warm. so that basically sucks. i get not to wear it for 4hrs every day. that's some relief. the good things are:
1) i only have to wear it till my spine's ok! if it's before i'm 16, YAY. 2) i can slim down a bit. 3) i get to LITERALLY kick people's asses if they dare make fun of me too much.
so for anyone who wants to tease me of the brace, guys and girls alike, watch out. i don't want pity from anyone, and if you actually want to make fun of me but instead give me those 'oh so poor thing' speeches, watch out. and as for the guys... i suppose i can kick them where the sun don't shine. :)
decaydancing at
7:02 PM
Sunday, September 02, 2007
hellos. i watched she's the man just now. on youtube la. it was damn funny la. i loved it. i watched cos even though it will be showing on star movies, it's at ten. then i can't stay up till, like, 12 to watch right? there's supp tomorrow. half dreading it... have to see some idiots (you know who...) but it's always nice to see friends during the holidays.
after psle i'm hoping for tons of fun activities and a couple of 6E parties. it'll be SO COOL. for parties i can totally be the music director or whatever the person in charge of music is called. though that'll mean i have to source for songs that the girls will like more than guy-songs, like rock songs and stuff. but my sis has a library of pop songs, so there. haha. redid the wishlist section (the wicked end) too.
have fun, stay cool, keep on rocking, study hard during this holiday week and good luck for te PSLE!
decaydancing at
9:40 PM
the one ;
regina is a very hyper and rather 'dark' 12-year-old girl.
she totally enjoys listening to rock music, dancing, singing and writing. she loves her friends and famiily,
Fall Out Boy, Avenged Sevenfold, and rock music. she dislkes many guys in the class and everything creepy,
creepy-crawlies included but excluding skulls and bats because they really aren't so bad.
she was in 1/2H in 2002/03, 3/4AA in 2004/05 and 5E in 2006. she is currently in 6E,
where she really likes it. she hopes to go to SNGS next year.
she has far too many favourite things to list. her wishlist is at the section 'greed'.
remember to get her presents on her birthday, which falls on 12 April! :P
* Fall Out Boy
* Avenged Sevenfold
* My Chemical Romance
* Yellowcard
* Balqios
* The Academy Is...
* Cobra Starship
* The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
* Boys Like Girls
* Panic! At The Disco
greed ;
* Fall out Boy's Take This To Your Grave album
* Fall Out Boy stuff - t-shirts, posters, accessories
* things related to Nightmare Before Christmas
* Yellowcard's Paper Walls album
* a nice, PROPER soccer ball
* plenty of pretty notebooks!
Like walking into a dream,
So unlike what you've seen
So unsure but it seems,
'Cause we’ve been waiting for you
Fallen into this place,
Just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay,
You'll be back here soon anyway
I see a distant light,
But girl this can't be right
Such a surreal place to see
so how did this come to be
Arrived too early
And when I think of all the places
I just don't belong
I've come to grips with life
And realize this is going too far
I don't belong here,
We gotta move on dear
Escape from this afterlife
'Cause this time I'm right
To move on and on,
Far away from here
A place of hope and no pain,
Perfect skies with no rain
Can leave this place but refrain,
'Cause we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place,
Just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay,
You'll be back here soon anyway
This peace on earth's not right
(with my back against the wall)
No pain or sign of time
(I’m much too young to fall)
So out of place don't wanna stay,
I feel wrong and that's my sign
I've made up my mind
Gave me your hand but realize
I just wanna say goodbye
Please understand I have to leave
And carry on my own life
I don't belong here,
We gotta move on dear
Escape from this afterlife
'Cause this time I'm right
To move on and on,
Far away from here
Got nothing against you
and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light,
And I’d hope you might
Take me back inside
When the time is right
Loved ones back home all crying
'Cause they're already missing me
I pray by the grace of God
That there's somebody listening
Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be
(I am unbroken; I’m choking on this ecstasy)
Oh Lord I'll try so hard but you gotta let go of me
(Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live)
[Solo]
I don't belong here,
We gotta move on dear
Escape from this afterlife
'Cause this time I'm right
To move on and on,
Far away from here
Got nothing against you
And surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light,
And I’d hope you might
Take me back inside
When the time is right
