was better than the countdown party. i went to Kuan's condo with my family. only han was there first. we were just watching tv. after some time more people came, like olivia and shi ayn. we under-21s were just watching tv. still.
then my older relatives arrived, like married older cousins, and aunts and uncles. then i was kind of embarrassed when one of my older cousins talked to me. our convo:
him: So your mum says you support Kuan Wee in his guitar-playing? me: huh? (cause i didn't get what he meant by 'support'.) him: *repeats* me: uh. yeah. *nods head* him (turning to mum): What 'huh'?! (apparently he misheard 'uh' as 'huh'...) Eh, she's a bit blur... *blah blah BLAH* mum: *agrees, indirectly scolds me without realising that i exist, ha ha...* me: *stalks away cause i'm pissed at being wronged* cousin: Oh, hey, sorry lah... me: *rolls eyes*
sucks right? that's why i pretend i'm mute in front of the members of my extended family, save for the following:
Kuan Han Olivia Shi Ayn
see? these people don't really give a shit if i'm a bit blur... i can't be perfect all the time you know... it's like these other relatives expect me to be perfect. a perfect person does NOT exist. unfortunately they don't know. it's so freaking ANNOYING. which is why i'm gonna make a name for myself one day and show them all.
anyway, THANKFULLY most of them left by about 10 PM. only olivia, shi ayn, their parents and my family were left. shi ayn and i played Speed and Blackjack. THAT was fun. we two are quite close you know. haha. lke kuan n my sis, han and olivia. here's a list:
Han and Kuan -> Siblings Olivia and Shi Ayn -> Siblings Me and My Sis -> Siblings Han and Olivia-> Closest pair of cousins Sis and Kuan -> Closest pair of cousins Me and Shi Ayn -> Closest pair of cousins
that's why we're all so close to one another. though all of us left by 11:30 PM, it was a fairly enjoyable time, minus perfection-expecting cousins and parents...
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the one ;
regina is a very hyper and rather 'dark' 12-year-old girl.
she totally enjoys listening to rock music, dancing, singing and writing. she loves her friends and famiily,
Fall Out Boy, Avenged Sevenfold, and rock music. she dislkes many guys in the class and everything creepy,
creepy-crawlies included but excluding skulls and bats because they really aren't so bad.
she was in 1/2H in 2002/03, 3/4AA in 2004/05 and 5E in 2006. she is currently in 6E,
where she really likes it. she hopes to go to SNGS next year.
she has far too many favourite things to list. her wishlist is at the section 'greed'.
remember to get her presents on her birthday, which falls on 12 April! :P
* Fall Out Boy
* Avenged Sevenfold
* My Chemical Romance
* Yellowcard
* Balqios
* The Academy Is...
* Cobra Starship
* The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
* Boys Like Girls
* Panic! At The Disco
greed ;
* Fall out Boy's Take This To Your Grave album
* Fall Out Boy stuff - t-shirts, posters, accessories
* things related to Nightmare Before Christmas
* Yellowcard's Paper Walls album
* a nice, PROPER soccer ball
* plenty of pretty notebooks!
Like walking into a dream,
So unlike what you've seen
So unsure but it seems,
'Cause we’ve been waiting for you
Fallen into this place,
Just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay,
You'll be back here soon anyway
I see a distant light,
But girl this can't be right
Such a surreal place to see
so how did this come to be
Arrived too early
And when I think of all the places
I just don't belong
I've come to grips with life
And realize this is going too far
I don't belong here,
We gotta move on dear
Escape from this afterlife
'Cause this time I'm right
To move on and on,
Far away from here
A place of hope and no pain,
Perfect skies with no rain
Can leave this place but refrain,
'Cause we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place,
Just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay,
You'll be back here soon anyway
This peace on earth's not right
(with my back against the wall)
No pain or sign of time
(I’m much too young to fall)
So out of place don't wanna stay,
I feel wrong and that's my sign
I've made up my mind
Gave me your hand but realize
I just wanna say goodbye
Please understand I have to leave
And carry on my own life
I don't belong here,
We gotta move on dear
Escape from this afterlife
'Cause this time I'm right
To move on and on,
Far away from here
Got nothing against you
and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light,
And I’d hope you might
Take me back inside
When the time is right
Loved ones back home all crying
'Cause they're already missing me
I pray by the grace of God
That there's somebody listening
Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be
(I am unbroken; I’m choking on this ecstasy)
Oh Lord I'll try so hard but you gotta let go of me
(Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live)
[Solo]
I don't belong here,
We gotta move on dear
Escape from this afterlife
'Cause this time I'm right
To move on and on,
Far away from here
Got nothing against you
And surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light,
And I’d hope you might
Take me back inside
When the time is right