i'm dead la. dead dead dead. D-E-A-D!!! i can't do the 'delayed gratification' thing. though i realise i study a LOT better with music. by music i mean the likes of Fall Out Boy, Avenged Sevenfold etc.
i dunno why this happens. so weird la, please. but i regard music as one of the most important things. EVER. even if i don't listen to music using my mp3 or on the comp, it's like i have an mp3 in my head. like there's almost always a song playing in my head. however this 'mp3' changes with the time of the day or my mood. like yesterday. in the morning before recess Paperthin Hymn by Anberlin was going around in my head. during mt lesson, after recess the song changed to Second Heartbeat by Avenged Sevenfold. then after that it became Face Down by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. then after lunch it became My Heart Is The Worst Kind Of Weapon by Fall Out Boy. the songs don't change according to mood so much these days. somehow i turn totally HYPER when exams roll around. it's like the stress doesn't really get to me. hahhs. i have hereby declared PSLE week as Positive Thinking Week. 'cause if you do so, the stress won't affect you negatively and you can focus better and thus do your work better! *grin*
i also can't wait for all the fun stuff come the end of PSLE. i've got a sleepover party, a movie marathon, a couple class parties, best-friends-outings and the GRAD NIGHT*! so must STUDY HARD and prepare for all these parties and outings!!!
*i HOPE it's fun. i mean, my sister's on the alumni exco and she and a couple others are in charge of the whole GN. she said she'd take me shopping. sounds OMINOUS. -.-
FOR THE FIRST TIME IN GOODNESS-KNOWS-HOW-LONG-MAYBE-EVEN-NEVER I HAVE USED CHANGING COLOURS FOR MY POST!!! anyway gtg sleep now. goodbye, goodnight, goodluck.
decaydancing at
10:10 PM
the one ;
regina is a very hyper and rather 'dark' 12-year-old girl.
she totally enjoys listening to rock music, dancing, singing and writing. she loves her friends and famiily,
Fall Out Boy, Avenged Sevenfold, and rock music. she dislkes many guys in the class and everything creepy,
creepy-crawlies included but excluding skulls and bats because they really aren't so bad.
she was in 1/2H in 2002/03, 3/4AA in 2004/05 and 5E in 2006. she is currently in 6E,
where she really likes it. she hopes to go to SNGS next year.
she has far too many favourite things to list. her wishlist is at the section 'greed'.
remember to get her presents on her birthday, which falls on 12 April! :P
* Fall Out Boy
* Avenged Sevenfold
* My Chemical Romance
* Yellowcard
* Balqios
* The Academy Is...
* Cobra Starship
* The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
* Boys Like Girls
* Panic! At The Disco
greed ;
* Fall out Boy's Take This To Your Grave album
* Fall Out Boy stuff - t-shirts, posters, accessories
* things related to Nightmare Before Christmas
* Yellowcard's Paper Walls album
* a nice, PROPER soccer ball
* plenty of pretty notebooks!
Like walking into a dream,
So unlike what you've seen
So unsure but it seems,
'Cause we’ve been waiting for you
Fallen into this place,
Just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay,
You'll be back here soon anyway
I see a distant light,
But girl this can't be right
Such a surreal place to see
so how did this come to be
Arrived too early
And when I think of all the places
I just don't belong
I've come to grips with life
And realize this is going too far
I don't belong here,
We gotta move on dear
Escape from this afterlife
'Cause this time I'm right
To move on and on,
Far away from here
A place of hope and no pain,
Perfect skies with no rain
Can leave this place but refrain,
'Cause we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place,
Just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay,
You'll be back here soon anyway
This peace on earth's not right
(with my back against the wall)
No pain or sign of time
(I’m much too young to fall)
So out of place don't wanna stay,
I feel wrong and that's my sign
I've made up my mind
Gave me your hand but realize
I just wanna say goodbye
Please understand I have to leave
And carry on my own life
I don't belong here,
We gotta move on dear
Escape from this afterlife
'Cause this time I'm right
To move on and on,
Far away from here
Got nothing against you
and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light,
And I’d hope you might
Take me back inside
When the time is right
Loved ones back home all crying
'Cause they're already missing me
I pray by the grace of God
That there's somebody listening
Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be
(I am unbroken; I’m choking on this ecstasy)
Oh Lord I'll try so hard but you gotta let go of me
(Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live)
[Solo]
I don't belong here,
We gotta move on dear
Escape from this afterlife
'Cause this time I'm right
To move on and on,
Far away from here
Got nothing against you
And surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light,
And I’d hope you might
Take me back inside
When the time is right